Patience Will Make Me A Patient

I see your face in every thought,
I hear your voice in every song,
If only more time could be bought,
Then this wouldn't feel so wrong.

I saw my future in your eyes,
I melted when I saw your smile,
I guess all that was just some lies,
We didn't even go a mile.

You say your heart isn't ready,
Your scared your heart I will break,
You can't handle something steady,
There is way too much at stake.

But don't go just give me time,
I know one day I'll love again,
To love now would be a crime,
Putting you through that's a sin.

You're sweet and genuine and kind,
I know things could really be great,
A man like you is hard to find,
You're the type I'd call my mate.

Well my heart is ready to love,
But my world seems so hell bent,
I have faith in my God above,
But patience will make me a patient.

Holding On To Letting Go

Trying so hard to find the one,
Giving all I have without a doubt,
Just when the hardest part is done,
I start searching for my way out.

The smiles come with every day,
The memories filling up my mind,
Passion never seems to go away,
This is what I've wanted to find.

I look into your eyes and I see,
Gentleness humility grace and fear,
We seem like we are meant to be,
Laying down at night I shed a tear.

I am not disappointed or even sad,
I'm fearful cautious and happy in one,
Hoping my heart has not been had,
Praying my search for love is done.

The past flashes quickly through my head,
I relive the pain of my heart breaking,
Laying alone and cold in my bed,
This risk of love I won't be taking.

See there's a lesson I've learned so well,
To always hold on until you know,
Those three words you're aching to tell,
Instead I'm holding on to letting go.