I See A Beautiful Soul In Your Eyes

Sometimes I wonder what's on your mind,
I ask myself can this be real,
Someone like you is hard to find,
What are these feelings that I feel.

I dream one day that we will love,
I long to feel your gentle touch,
Trying so hard not to shove,
And hoping I'm not asking much.

Your beauty is far beyond skin deep,
Your kisses make me feel so weak,
Your hand in mine I want to keep,
The adventures of life we will seek.

Things won't always seem so clear,
May not always be smooth sailing,
Only one thing that we should fear,
The day we find our love is failing.

But just in fear we cannot live,
We must move on and love again,
Without regret our all we'll give,
Through all this time love has been.

I know in you I've found the one,
This isn't one of my failed tries,
My search of forever love is done,
I see a beautiful soul in your eyes.

Patience Will Make Me A Patient

I see your face in every thought,
I hear your voice in every song,
If only more time could be bought,
Then this wouldn't feel so wrong.

I saw my future in your eyes,
I melted when I saw your smile,
I guess all that was just some lies,
We didn't even go a mile.

You say your heart isn't ready,
Your scared your heart I will break,
You can't handle something steady,
There is way too much at stake.

But don't go just give me time,
I know one day I'll love again,
To love now would be a crime,
Putting you through that's a sin.

You're sweet and genuine and kind,
I know things could really be great,
A man like you is hard to find,
You're the type I'd call my mate.

Well my heart is ready to love,
But my world seems so hell bent,
I have faith in my God above,
But patience will make me a patient.

Holding On To Letting Go

Trying so hard to find the one,
Giving all I have without a doubt,
Just when the hardest part is done,
I start searching for my way out.

The smiles come with every day,
The memories filling up my mind,
Passion never seems to go away,
This is what I've wanted to find.

I look into your eyes and I see,
Gentleness humility grace and fear,
We seem like we are meant to be,
Laying down at night I shed a tear.

I am not disappointed or even sad,
I'm fearful cautious and happy in one,
Hoping my heart has not been had,
Praying my search for love is done.

The past flashes quickly through my head,
I relive the pain of my heart breaking,
Laying alone and cold in my bed,
This risk of love I won't be taking.

See there's a lesson I've learned so well,
To always hold on until you know,
Those three words you're aching to tell,
Instead I'm holding on to letting go.

Trust And Fly On The Wings Of Love

Betrayed and hurt without a cause,
Love thrown aside without a care,
I'm left me alone and feeling lost,
I turn my head and you're not there.

I now stand tall without your help,
Independent and strong I have grown,
Living my life all by myself,
Purpose in life I have been shown.

If I never find someone that's alright,
If life alone I have been doomed,
Not a thing in life is out of sight,
But this is something just assumed.

You came along no warning or sign,
I always smile can't sleep at night,
Much finer than the finest wine,
Being with you feels so right.

Can I see passed what's been done,
Can I let go of all this pain,
Are you really that special one,
Causing me hurt will you refrain.

So many questions and no answer,
Only a sign sent from above,
So this we'll do and only together,
Trust and fly on the wings of love.

Love's So Close Yet So Far

When I think about you,
I feel alive I feel so free,
I don't know what to do,
You and I will never be.

Your heart beats to another tune,
Your mind is in a different place,
To be with you would be my doom,
Your love for him you can't erase.

Loving him freely with all your heart,
While I stand here alone every day,
Although he clearly wants no part,
You're letting this one slip away.

You say I've lived too much already,
That I've been around all the blocks,
Yet I'm still coming slow and steady,
Because my ship's not left the docks.

In you I see that God does live,
The innocence of love still so pure,
You have God's perfect love to give,
It's you I want of that I'm sure.

One day perhaps you will see,
For me you'll wish upon a star,
That you and I could always be,
For now love's so close yet so far.

Secret Love Unforgotten

Life's brought me to a happy place,
I know it's what God has planned,
At times life's steps I retrace,
Because your memory is not banned.

I see your face in the empty air,
I hear your voice in the silence,
Even though you are not there,
I still feel your ghostly presence.

Here to haunt me you have come,
Or from my heart you never parted,
Though our time has long been done,
Feels like our love has just started.

The dreams wake the deepest sleep,
Fantasies consume my every thought,
Our memories I will always keep,
Love like this cannot be bought.

I do not know where your life led,
Or where you are upon this earth,
But when you left my heart bled,
Starting life over like at birth.

I call everyone by your first name,
And I can still feel your touch,
New love can never be the same,
Because I love you very much.

With Tears Come A Smile

The tears well up in my eyes,
My heart aches from the loss,
I ask myself a hundred whys,
How much does love really cost.

I walked away from what I knew,
The bitterness hatred fear and pain,
What more was I supposed to do,
Love and attention I could not gain.

I know my life will now get better,
I'm stronger and wiser from this test,
Harder times I now can weather,
The love I'll have will be the best.

Someone to hold through all the night,
That won't let go or turn their back,
Everything we'll have will feel so right,
Perfection and love we will not lack.

One day I'll look back and finally say,
I hurt that time and thought the worst,
I never thought that I'd see today,
Because I thought my life was cursed.

But here I'm holding her so tight,
Hand in hand walked many a mile,
And now everything feels just right,
Because with tears come a smile.