Lover's Epiphany

There are times in my life when I search deep within to find that inner peace that I have read so much about. The novels written of people, who have found the love of their life and have grasped a firm hold of them, has overtaken my thoughts and desires. Are these merely fantasies and stories dreamt by mortals who have indulged themselves in the ideas that there can be absolute peace and serenity in this life? Or is there really the existence of a world where people can meet and fall madly in love and devote themselves to one specific being for the rest of their life and for all eternity? There are days when I fantasize of such a life. A life where I feel as though I am gently gliding through the air feeling weightless and have absolutely no sense of the force of gravity. The lack of care for anything else in this world, other than gazing into the eyes of this beautiful woman that has given me hope beyond all of my imagination, is all I know. Hope to live, love, and laugh, for the rest of my life, is all I desire. Reality does not seem to matter in these moments. Then I am quickly reminded that reality is that I am human and these days can not be but a fleeting moment of bliss that the feared, yet revered, emotion called love brings. So quickly I realize that these dreams that I dream are just that. You are in my dreams and you make me feel weightless and floating through the air when I am with you. Even if you are but a myth, I still do not want you to ever leave my thoughts. Stay with me throughout eternity, never part from my side, and never stop giving me hope for a life where dreams do come true. If by some miracle you are real, if your eyes, that show me hope and love, are not just a window into my fantasies, I want you to make every day of mine seem as the dream it is. As I look into your soul, I see a woman that has helped mold this once withering heart into a heart that is capable of love. You are my every fantasy. You are the love of my life. You are that one specific person that I would love to devote the rest of my life to. I am madly and deeply in love with you. So let us float through this life, hand in hand, into eternal bliss. This is not a fantasy but rather our reality. I want to be forever yours!

Lost At Sea No More

Life seemed so simple and so clear,
My destiny in the plainest sight,
Nothing in life did I ever fear,
Living my life seemed just right.

The sea of life purest tranquil,
No waves of doubt ever tossed,
Living each day of my free will,
No fear of true love ever lossed.

A ripple was made when we met,
Rocking the boat made me stumble,
You into my life I could not let,
Doing that would make me humble.

Firm and proud I stood so tall,
I shut you out in every way,
Sure for you I'd never fall,
Never thought I'd see the day.

Storms came and there you were,
To lend an open ear and mind,
Of this one thing I'm very sure,
Someone like you is hard to find.

You opened up these blinded eyes,
Shed some light on how to live,
Helped me see through all the lies,
Happiness in life you freely give.

Looking back at my peaceful soul,
I realize now a storm is alright,
You are the one to make me whole,
When storms clear it gets so bright.

Holding onto you is what I desire,
I need you here in every part,
Our passion and love is like a fire,
Burning deep down in my heart.

God's Love Will Turn Your Life Around

Sometimes I wonder why this is reality,
Why are there troubles day to day,
Having God should bring tranquility,
But I find myself in this hard way.

It seems like things will never go right,
The smile never seems to stay too long,
Do I find my way to God out of fright,
That's my biggest fear I know it's wrong.

A relationship with God should always be,
We shouldn't just pray in times of trouble,
His will for our lives we should always see,
That comes when he is inside our bubble.

As close as we can is where we belong,
Including Him in our every decision,
He can make sure nothing goes wrong,
He will guide us with loving precision.

There will be times when we doubt,
That we are living His perfect plan,
But we can never ever cast Him out,
Just close our eyes and take His hand.

Across the desert of life we will walk,
And if there are times you feel down,
Just know to your God you can talk,
God's love will turn your life around.

My God Is Real

If God isn't real than why do we love,
Why do we turn to Him in times of need,
Why do we pray to the heavens above,
Why for His help do we constantly plead.

What is it that gets us through this fight,
Who comforts us in our times of pain,
Who is it that's keeping us in the light,
To say it is us would be carnal vain.

He is the one who lives through us all,
Loving unconditionally through the ages,
Gladly picking us up every time we fall,
The research is done stop turning the pages.

Things that happen are for a reason,
He knows best what we should do,
He doesn't love just for a season,
My God is real His love's free to you.

I See A Beautiful Soul In Your Eyes

Sometimes I wonder what's on your mind,
I ask myself can this be real,
Someone like you is hard to find,
What are these feelings that I feel.

I dream one day that we will love,
I long to feel your gentle touch,
Trying so hard not to shove,
And hoping I'm not asking much.

Your beauty is far beyond skin deep,
Your kisses make me feel so weak,
Your hand in mine I want to keep,
The adventures of life we will seek.

Things won't always seem so clear,
May not always be smooth sailing,
Only one thing that we should fear,
The day we find our love is failing.

But just in fear we cannot live,
We must move on and love again,
Without regret our all we'll give,
Through all this time love has been.

I know in you I've found the one,
This isn't one of my failed tries,
My search of forever love is done,
I see a beautiful soul in your eyes.

Patience Will Make Me A Patient

I see your face in every thought,
I hear your voice in every song,
If only more time could be bought,
Then this wouldn't feel so wrong.

I saw my future in your eyes,
I melted when I saw your smile,
I guess all that was just some lies,
We didn't even go a mile.

You say your heart isn't ready,
Your scared your heart I will break,
You can't handle something steady,
There is way too much at stake.

But don't go just give me time,
I know one day I'll love again,
To love now would be a crime,
Putting you through that's a sin.

You're sweet and genuine and kind,
I know things could really be great,
A man like you is hard to find,
You're the type I'd call my mate.

Well my heart is ready to love,
But my world seems so hell bent,
I have faith in my God above,
But patience will make me a patient.

Holding On To Letting Go

Trying so hard to find the one,
Giving all I have without a doubt,
Just when the hardest part is done,
I start searching for my way out.

The smiles come with every day,
The memories filling up my mind,
Passion never seems to go away,
This is what I've wanted to find.

I look into your eyes and I see,
Gentleness humility grace and fear,
We seem like we are meant to be,
Laying down at night I shed a tear.

I am not disappointed or even sad,
I'm fearful cautious and happy in one,
Hoping my heart has not been had,
Praying my search for love is done.

The past flashes quickly through my head,
I relive the pain of my heart breaking,
Laying alone and cold in my bed,
This risk of love I won't be taking.

See there's a lesson I've learned so well,
To always hold on until you know,
Those three words you're aching to tell,
Instead I'm holding on to letting go.